i don’t know what i want anymore
but i guess not. I don’t see how its a good thing. I never ask you for that much, yeah i can be demanding but then again its always about the same thing. I never ask for anything else. But when I finally give you the most honest and best reason too, you go on and just leave. I guess its for the best, i guess holding on to my emotions isn’t strong enough, and i guess i just need to be away from you as long as possible. Letting you leave hurts more then any of my breakups, knowing that i need you when you left just broke me. the last time i ached this much, was when you fucked up before you left for bootcamp.
why do i have a feeling this is kevin not the anon xD