Officially this will be my last full day here until I ship out to boot camp. I want to thank everyone who has supported me throughout my Marine journey and I want you guys to know that everything you guys did will motivate me to push myself when I am in boot camp. I will not forget anything you…
He’s leaving, and today was my last day to see him. Waking up in the morning hurt really bad but i didn’t tell Supnet. Waking up at 5 something in the morning, just starring at each other and cuddling with each other. Telling each other how much we would miss one another.Then at 6:30 his recruiter…
“It was not god, it was not faith, it was my willingness to hear and see the people I love. All I’ve been doing was dream. And I got tired of dreaming. So I had to jump a thousand cliffs and open a million doors to wake up and see reality. I never thought I’d be glad to wake up to a fucked up world like this.”—Mikey Orriano
MIKEY WOKE UP FROM HIS COMA! :DDDDDD NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
SO BASICALLY MY PHONE RANG AND I SAW IT WAS A RESTRICTED NUMBER SO I ANSWERED. AND NEXT THING YOU KNOW A GUYS VOICE SAID HELLO AND THE FIRST PERSON THAT POPPED IN MY HEAD WAS MIKEY AND OMG I WAS SCREAMING WITH JOY ON THE PHONE. I REALLY DON’T BELIEVE IT BUT I’M SO FREAKEN HAPPY RIGHT NOW I’M GONNA CRY! ITS THE BEST NEWS I HEARD THIS WHOLE ENTIRE MONTH!! He’s currently laughing at me on the phone right now…I miss this asshole and now time to fix what was broken. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
They’re still stuck on somebody & haven’t moved on.
They eventually meet someone new.
They’re not ready for a relationship.
They’re afraid to be in a relationship ‘cause they got fucked over.
They eventually get bored & slowly lose feelings.
Their insecurities get the best of them.
They simply don’t feel the same way for you.
Lies :O He was still stuck over someone but I made him forget, I was afraid of being in a relationship because I was fucked over but now its over a year, my insecurities always get the best of me and yet I still fight them. It just depends on who the person is.
My hours are ticking down until I finally start my destiny…there is a couple of things on my mind. I wonder how my girl will be without me for 3 months and I will be worried about her and I will miss her like no ones business. Other is how much of a shock will it be for everyone (including me) when I come back a United States Marine.
LOL you a marine, can’t be. [: Never the less, when you come back, I know you’ll be the same old dorky you. Hopefully. OK sure your going to be in a cool maybe even sexy uniform but hey, the guy I fell in love with is gonna be hiding in there. Time and distance will just be another bump in the road. although I’m all depressed and crap that your going, I know its for the best. Its better then you sitting on your ass, playing Call of Duty with me 24/7. I’m ready for the 3 months of lonelyness. And I can’t wait to see you at your graduation again :D
That’s it. I told you what’s on my mind and I even teared a little. I even told you I’m going to sleep now. But like I told you, I can’t sleep without hearing your voice. When I’m irritated from you, you still make me have butterflies in my tummy. When Im down because of something, you still seem to comfort me with sweet words. I can’t even hold back a smile when we’re on the phone. I hate having these nights where all we can do is text each other. Where one of is isn’t in the best of moods to talk or to busy or just not wanting to be on the phone. I don’t mean to sound clingy or what ever, but for the times you have to be gone, I’ll miss not hearing your voice. I’d rather have those 10 minute conversations if I have too. But it’s already late. I need to sleep, I told you I’m gunna be sleeping anyways. And yet half of me just wants to stay awake and just wait to see if you would actually call me and check if I’m ok. Even if it means staying up all night and nothing would happen like every time this happens.
YES FINALLY…well I could have done this a long time ago but yeah I’m lazy. Leanne is cooking her cookies with her little…family member haha I don’t know if its her niece or something haha. At any rate she has finally been Tumblr jacked by me haha EPIC WIN…kinda haha.