I hate waking up without you next to me. Its tourcher knowing that I HAVE to go to bed alone. I love laying on your arm while you hold me tight. I just love how warm and safe I feel when I’m with you. I miss you everyday you’re not here. And it kills me to know that I still can’t have you the way I want too.
Lately I’ve been opening up to people I usually don’t. And its actually very refreshing. To hear someone new give me their opinion of life. It gets tiresome hearing the same thing from the same people. Not only this but its like I’m finally opening up to people to who I’m supposed to open up too. And I’m feeling more of myself instead of just bottling up how I feel.