I’m not the hardest guy to keep happy. I mean even the smallest things keep me smiling for a long time. Anyone can say that. I don’t even ask for a lot. Just somethings here and there, but just sometimes when I don’t get what I want it really gets to me. Like if I have to cancel plans or if I got to change my plans because of some unknown element. I hate when I get like this. I don’t even know how to explain how this feels. I just don’t like it.
I’m sorry i can’t come over tomorrow :/ it’s not like i planned on it. I was looking forward for it too TTmTT
I’ve always wanted to be as pretty as the next girl who i thought was “perfect” I know I sound shallow but it’s the truth. I wanted to be one of those typical girls, so I layered my hair, bought knew clothes, and even got myself a boyfriend at the age of 12. But to me, I still don’t feel like that typical girl that I always see. So again I would attack my looks by putting on makeup and even trying to lose weight. And I still don’t like myself. My friends tell me that I’m beautiful, and there is nothing wrong with me. But oh selfish me I deny those complements. I even get jealous of how my friends look. Hey, but I’m not only talking about myself. I know that there are a lot more other girls out there who would die to look like the girls in magazines and the girls on t.v. I know will never end up looking like them, and I now know that I’d rather be myself instead of a Barbie doll.
remember those times when you lied to your parents to stay after school to hang out with your friends? or those times when you made up a lie to keep your friends from getting in trouble from the teachers. or how you would stick up for your friends ass even when your pissed off at them…OH HOW MUCH I LOVE THOSE DAYS. but this time around they’re would be more lies, more arguing, and maybe more friends. speaking of friends, i miss my best friends…especially the one in Hayward <.< but i know we’ll all be able to work things out. hmmmm 3 more years of high school. wow can you guys believe that our freshmen year is over and all our senior friends have graduated [including my bf] i would say it will be a lot more different with out any of them. oh well like what everyone says, "friends will come and go, but true friends will stay by your side."
1. The Realization (part1)- Lately you notice that things have been a bit rocky between you and your partner, well ROCKY may be an understatement! TREMULOUS, ROLLER COASTER RIDE FROM HELL is much more like it. Okay, maybe now I’m exaggerating. Anyways, you’ve come to realize that things aren’t going to work out unless you enjoy getting the “silent treatment”. Somehow, the sparks that were flying at the beginning of the relationship have now turned into an uncontrollable forest fire. Ultimately, you need to muster up the courage and face the fact that things aren’t AREN’T WORKING.
2.The ACTUAL Realization (part 2) - Okay, so you had the biggest fight ever and vow never to see him/her again. So, what happens now when you realize you can never call them again for a quick cup of coffee… or, at all? What if you start to miss them? What if they DON’T miss you? You might start to think maybe it wasn’t a good idea to break up after all. And then you have an epiphany. OF COURSE it was a good idea — the relationship wasn’t working out. Don’t call them, remember you broke up for a reason. Just because you miss them doesn’t mean it’ll be great when you see them again. Just keep reminding yourself why you broke up in the first place and DON’T CALL THEM!
3.The Crappy Part - Once you realize that your life will be different, this is what I call the crap-pi-phany (like epiphany). You go through the phase of listening to songs that remind you of them, cry into a pillow that still smells like them, and agonize about what’s going to happen next. Your life may seem over, but trust me, time heals all wounds and even a broken heart will mend over time. This stage sucks, but it’s vital believe me. DO NOT hold in your hurt, you’ll only feel worst later on.
4.The Rage - That bitch/bastard! I treated them like gold! This is the most critical stage - Bitterness. You list all their annoying traits that you once thought was actually cute. Who actually uses the word “poopy”? At this point instead of wasting your day in bed watching old reruns of Maury Povich you get out of bed and dress to impress. Now that you look good and feel good you can actually say and believe, “if they don’t want me, that’s their problem, not mine.” Over time you’ll start missing them less and love yourself more. Keep yourself busy with new hobbies, school, work and friends. There is no point feeling sorry for yourself when there is a whole world out there waiting for you with plenty of new and exciting people to meet.
5.The Crush - Over time you’ll begin to realize that your ex isn’t the only one in the world. Wow! There’s some damn fine peeps in this city. The point is, once you’re able to open yourself up again, other people will want to get to know you. Even if you’re not ready to start an intense relationship with somebody else, get out there and start having fun again. You’ll get over your ex a lot faster if you stop moping around.
6.FREEDOM! -You haven’t thought about your ex in days, (well it’s a start) and BAM, there they are strolling down the street with someone else, AND your stomach doesn’t lurch as if there’s a gerbil on steroids lodged in your intestines, your face doesn’t even turn bright red. When you say hi , your ex looks more uncomfortable than you. Once the encounter is over, you stroll away proud and tall and don’t think about the encounter for more then 10 minutes ever again. (PS. Have they put on weight?). You smile, because now you know you are finally free and ready to open up and love again.
I’m not hating on anyone but I remember going to a YFC meeting and all the girls were in a group separated from the guys.And we talked about young girls dressing like their getting ready for a stripper club or dressing like their fucking mature already.I seen pictures on myspace,facebook,&tumblr…
2. How long have you guys been dating? 7 months and about to be 8
3. Do you celebrate your anniversary? How often (every month, year, etc)? monthiversaries xD
4. When is his birthday? How old does that make him? December 16… so old :]
5. Does he like to play video games? ._____. not even a question lol
COD all day everyday xD
6. Are his parents still married? no
7. Is he in school? (High school: What grade? College: Which major?) he just graduated. off to M.C. next year in march TTmTT sadness
8. What kind of music does he like to listen to? a lot mor genres then i do xD
9. Does he have pets? What are their names? uhm not that i know off
10. Does he have siblings? yes an older brother and an older sister
11. Does he live in the same town as you? yeah but he’s across town >.>
12. What kind of car does he drive? technically a honda…but i dislike honda’s so i’d rather not get a ride from him xD [jkay]
13. What’s something fun that you did together? omfg senior ball lol
14. What color eyes does he have? deep brown lol
15. Does he play a sport? Which one? idk actually lol
16. Is he currently employed? Where? ot that i know off xD
17. What are some of his hobbies/interests? xbox, sleep, eat, xbox, computer, and did i say xbox?
18. How many times a week do you see him? it’s summer so not as much as i want and since he’s out of school i’ll barely get to see him
19. Do you go to school together? Any classes together? What School ? we USED to go to school together lol and we HAD one class together
20. How old were you when you met him? 13 :3
21. Is he older or younger than you? By how much? 3 years 11 months 4 days xD
22. What was your first impression of him? he’s so dorky lol but i think he’s cute :3
23. On a scale from 1-10, how attractive is he? Be honest. describe attractive, physically or mentally
24. Can you see yourself marrying him or staying with him forever? mhm! lol we talked about it and we never had a big argument so yeah
25. Can you see yourself having kids with him? 2 lol i dont want the other one to be lonely xD
26. Who asked who out? he asked me out, he put a note in my backpack while we were at noobhill with krestal and kevin
27. Did you like him from the first time you met him? i was with my ex and we were just friends
28. Were you friends before you dated? i just answered that lol and yes we were just friends that barely knew each other but had this really big connection
29. What was your first kiss like? lol we weren’t technically dating when he first kissed me. we were pretending to be with each other xD
30. Is he loyal to you? yeah i trust him a lot more then i trusted anyone i’ve dated.
31. Does he have any piercings or tattoos? not that i know of
32. Does he drink? no
33. Does he smoke? hope he doesnt
34. Does he smoke pot or do any other drugs? i’d kill him if he did
35. Has your family met him? What do they think of him? What does he think of them? yeah my family met him. they think he’s to tall xD and that he smiles to much :3. i dont really know what he thinks of them lol but for sure he agrees with me that my little brother is annoying as fawk
36. Have you met his family? Do they like you? Do you like them? i’ve met his family lol. uhm i think they like me lol and yeah i like them, i guess out of all his family memebers the only person im not akward with is his girl cousin toni [i think thats how you spell her name] 37. Does he work out (not including sports)? i think he does lol
38. What is your anniversary? october 20 2009
39. Is he a Mac or PC? idk xD
40. What is his favorite color? blue&&black lol
41. What does he spend the majority of his money on? idk lol FOOD
42. What does he want to be when he “grows up?” to be in the marines
43. Are you on a first name basis with his parents? What about him with yours? i have no idea lol
44. Do you ever dance with him? what kind of dancing?
45. Do you hold his hand when you’re together? yeah but i get sad when he lets go lol
46. Does he know all your secrets? Do you know all his? most but some are only for my girlfriends to know
47. Is he the jealous type? he can be, but no he’s not
48. Is he a big flirt? i dont think so o.o
49. Who is his best friend (besides you, of course)? uhm, bryan; victor; eric; mathew; bri bri….i think that’s it
50. Does he have a Myspace? Are you his top 1? Is he yours? lol no hist sister is i think but im on his top 3 and yes he’s my number 1 :3
51. Where is your favorite place to go on a date? i’d go watch a movie then take a walk under the sunset in a park
52. ^ Or would you rather just stay home? lol cuddle time!
53. Do you guys have a song? What is it? girl and guy verions of love story lol
54. Has he ever sang to you or played a song for you? yesh lol all the time on the phone xD
55. What is your favorite feature on his face? does his smile count?
56. What does he like about your body? uhm….thats for me to know xD
57. Does he make you laugh? withhis dorkyness yeah
58. What is your favorite aspect of is personality? how he could be himself anytime at anyplace, also how he could make me smile 24/7
59. Can he cook? Does he ever cook for you? he can but its stuff that i wont eat lol XD
60. What’s his favorite food? uhm lays? idk lol
61. His favorite sports team? idk x]
62. Where is he from? the philippines :]
63. Do you get along with each others’ friends? yeah lol but my friends hit him lol and i get along with his friends x]
64. How often do you fight? What do you fight about most? we never fight lol we argue about whats better lol but its only playing around
65. Does he know about your Tumblr? yeah course
66. Is he goofy or more serious? he’s goofy all the time but can be serious when he needs too
67. Is he a morning or night person? night lol
68. When you’re together, who is driving? my mommy or my dad, his family member lol
69. Do you like to cuddle? i dont like it lol i LOVE it
70. Are you allowed to have sleepovers (if you still live with your parents)? no lol the only time i would be able to sleep with him is i sneak over to his house or he sneaks in my house x]