Sometimes I think about my middle school days and realize how many times I ruined it with all the stupid things I’ve done. Sometimes I wish I was gone because of the things I regret. And I have to realize I need to forgive myself for all those things. But I just can’t seem to let those things go. Basically the voices in my head still scream at me for the dumb moves that I decided to do. I wonder if I will ever forgive myself for the shit I’ve done, I wonder if the people I hurt still remember those things too :\
As I walked around eastridge with my mom, i saw a cute couple walking next to the fountin thing,
and the girl stopped infront of it and the guy followed i’m not sure what they were saying but i’m sure she broke it off. She literally ran off with tears in her eyes, while the guys just stood there in a haze a guess. I hate seeing cute couples not working out.
They walk around all night, moving shit, talking hella loud, and the thing that pissed me off is that I told them not to go through my drawer in the bathroom because it has my pads and tampons. And like I leave everything spreaded throughout the drawer and leave the boxes open, so when I needed to get one for a friend earlier, everything is back in their boxes. BITCH BE TOUCHING MY TAMPONS AND PADS! they gonna die =.=”
Why would you want to buy a $100 shirt that everyone could go buy at target? Why do you want to pay $200 for a pair of jeans that are way to tight? Why would you pay $500 on new shoes when you won't even use them all the time? Exactly why do you want to be someone who your not? Why is it that you want to be a typical "pretty" person? Here or even at school? Why?