my eyes are red, my nose is sore, my pillow is wet . . .
My best friend is moving “back” to Ontario, Canada this weekend. He’s been my best friend/brother figure since we were in elementary school. But now for family problems, he has to move back to Canada with his younger sister and his grandmother. If you guys haven’t guessed it, it’s Mikey. He didn’t wanna tell me when ever I went to him when I cried because he knew I was already hurting inside and if he told me, it would of made things worse. He moving this weekend… and the next time I get to see this guy will be on Friday. Then after that part, part ways. This will be the first time me and Mikey will ever be far apart…geeze I make it sound like he’s my boyfriend. But I really can’t see myself without a friend like him. He’s always been there for me, and I’ve been there for him. I guess it’s for the best though. His grandmother is sick and wants to go back where she grew up, and the worse is that his REAL father doesn’t even act knowledge him and his sister. So for his sake, he is willing to live with his aunt and uncle in Canada…and I respect that. I just don’t know how his recently broken up with girlfriend is taking this in. Hope she’s alright.
I think I'm going to stop wearing all my fancy going out clothes and just wear whatever now, I look way better in a sweater, some jeans, and a pair of shoes to match. Time to bring back the old and throw away the new :]
i just realized that in black ops the character reznov is the bad guy in mw2???!? SAY WHAT!?? i need help lol i don’t follow the story line that well…lol i usual have my boyfriend help me but you know he’s not here… any other gamer wanna tell me xD
I can kick it with happiness, can you? I want to see if you can be with joy, mine or your own, if you can chill with the wildness and temptations of another human being and let the ecstasy fill the tips of your fingers and toes without causing you to be careful with yourself, be realistic, or reminding you the limitations of being human. Let’s go all out, no regrets one night. Next day, we can go back to our same old boring lives as if nothing happened.
You. . .YES YOU, the girl who's always crying, right there, YOU
you may think it’s the end of your life just because you got your heart broken by some guy, or you think your all alone, or maybe even if you think no one can understand what your going through. But from what I know, I know your hurting. And it’s ok to feel hurt, but it’s not ok to keep things bottled up inside. Take that advice from who’s probably been in your situation. I mean we’re only human who have emotions. Stressing about a situation will only make things worse. Buy did you know crying and letting all your emotions out is a good way to relieve your stress. It may not be the best way too, but it does.
A broken can be fixed over time. Don’t expect it to heal the next day, or even weeks, to months. It depends on the person. No how strong you are, but how much you are willing to let go of someone. The longer you hold on to someone doesn’t mean your to weak to let go, it just means your not ready. But for things to get better, you HAVE to force yourself to let go of something from the past in order to get through to your future. I mean, we only have one life to live for and I don’t know about you, but I would rather live my life lonely BUT happy then living my life sad and depressed and always crying for something that left so long ago. Think about it, like they always say, if you let go of something and it never comes back, then it was never for you, but if it comes back, then it was meant to be yours.
Feeling alone even though you have so many friends. It just means that you don’t have a connection with anybody right? WRONG. You may think your alone, and you may think you can’t connect with anybody, but your just not trying. Try looking for a connection out of what an ideal friends would be. Don’t try hanging out with the “cool” kids or the “populars”. Try finding someone who is pretty much your level. Why set your standards high when your not even in that level? It may work for some people but that’s really hard to actually find some friendly connection like that. This way, you may even find some body who will understand you more as a person then just some person pretending to be your friend and pretending to listen to what ever your saying. Finding a good friend to connect to is a great way to feel understood.
when i role over to the other side, mikey’s face was infront of mine and i screamed XD he hella jumped and fell off the bed. Now we eating ramen for breakfast :D. Going to Christy’s apt soon to meet up with the old gang. haven’t seem them in awhile ;O
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?' The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.' Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?' The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university.' Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.' Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car. The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room. She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep. It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said: 'Dear Mom, I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You'. I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know. Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place. Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool. I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own perso nal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in the same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children. Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great. Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that? Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me. (Let's see Satan stop this one.) Take 60 seconds and repost this, within the hour, you will have caused a multitude of believers to pray to God for each other. Then sit back and feel the Holy Spirit work in your life for doing what you know God loves 'When you're down to nothing, God is up to something.'